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I know you’re sad and mad at me.
I’m not a fool and I can see
you’re trying to blame me.
Fine, I’m the one to blame, all right?
I don’t care and I’m not surprised.

Do whatever pleases you from now on.
Don’t think I’m one of your pawns.
If it makes you feel much better,
then you can just go ahead.
I’m no God to dictate your fate.

But make sure this is what you want.
’cause what we do stay and haunt.

I see this is your revenge.
Congratulations from my end;
You made the decision for us.
You cut our bond and broke our trust.

I foresaw it all coming
because it wasn’t the first time
you did this kind of thing.

Farewell to you and your trouble.
I’ll leave you there with your somber.
I’m not needed no more, aren’t I?
Hope you’re all right and satisfied.

— Petra

Hi guys, I think I’m breaking free from anxiety. I don’t know exactly how or why but I’m getting better and better. It’s weird because I was still anxious af in my last entry. Maybe it’s time.

I’ve been focusing on publishing my book lately, and it seems things are going well. That might be one of the reasons. I finally have the chance to do what I’ve wanted to do for so long.

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