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I finally created a to-do list on my Notion app, and downloaded the app back on my phone. There’s so much to be done next week because my trip is coming in just a few days. I don’t know if I’m more excited or nervous about it. I hope my condition with the new medication gets better before the trip, though. Otherwise, it would be terrible. Imagine me being so anxious in another country for a week. No, no. I don’t want that at all.

I booked the concert ticket on a whim because it’s always been my dream to go to a concert in Japan. But I went to Japan twice last year alone. Anyway, I always find myself having fun in Japan. I can imagine this time will be the same. I don’t know why I’m still nervous as fuck. It must be the medication, right? I have to get better next week.

I spent my Saturday watching Spy x Family and playing video games. It rained today.

I’ve been playing video games a lot, especially Love and Deepspace. I think I’m going to be so sick of it soon. By the time I return from my trip, I’ll definitely have enough of it and want to work my ass off. Oh, how much I miss my work!

I was really hungry today. It was probably PMS. Will be having a big meal tomorrow, though.

Today, I’m grateful for my rest day, rest weeks, or rest months I’ve been having so far.

–Petra