I’m thinking about going somewhere tomorrow after being done with the early Chinese New Year ceremony at home, which MIL makes us do so early in the morning.
The music continues on today. My neighbors started to talk about it. I heard that some people are doing an ordination ceremony for their son, and tomorrow will be the same. It will be four days in total. That’s the reason I want to go somewhere tomorrow even though my condition is not good.
Today really sucked because I already felt bad due to the medication, and on top of that, the fucking music is driving me insane. The fucking music is still on at the moment, and it’s nighttime. Can you believe it? And these people seriously think they’re making merit? In my book, they’re making their way to hell.
I’m never the religious type and hate all kinds of ceremonies, especially ones that make other people’s lives harder. Like the fucking music on full blast.
So, today sucked, and tomorrow is going to be hell. I need to get up early and do some Chinese New Year shit, which I don’t give a shit about. And then I have to endure the loud music. I’ll have to get out of the comfort of my own home because of the fucking loud music.
Today, I’m grateful for the delicious food and drinks that I ate, my husband, and my dogs. These were the things that kept me sane. Oh, and TGCF. At least, I finished another chapter of my fanfiction and also translated one chapter as well. I can’t believe I could work in this environment.
–Petra
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